I think I fell in love.

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It was 3am and we laughing our lungs out and I felt happy for the first time in a long time.

I wasn't looking for you but you found me
I guess you're the one cause my destiny holds you tight.
Only a soul as beautiful as hers can turn a devil's kiss into an Angel's whisper.
If I had a penny for every time I think about you, all I'll have is one cent. 
Cause you never leave my mind.

She dashingly beautiful, but it was her pure soul that caught my eye.
The thing about people today is that we're so focused on physical beauty, we don't know how much a soul can feed us.
Sometimes I fell like I don't deserve you.
You're like the soothing wind,
I'm like a freaking raging storm.
We're incompatible.
But,
There is just something about you that makes me feel a little more alive and far less lost and empty.
She's my Van Gogh, such a work of art.
This is where my love lies, in such a scarred yet beautiful heart.


Please don't make me fall deeper and then leave me hanging.
Don't treat me like I'm not worth it.
Don't make me feel less of myself cause I can do that on my own.

Just don't hurt me cause for the first time my mind agreed with my heart and I don't want to be proven wrong.
I hope you stay around for a long long time. 
I want you in my life forever.

One day it won't be late night calls anymore but us under the same roof on the same bed.
Happy and together.

I love you, more than I can put in words.

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