Never enough

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I broke my own heart trying to love you
I just keep silent, but it hurts
It's fine though, just know this
Whenever you miss me, remember you had me and I was never enough.

We didn't have to do this,
we could have just stayed strangers.
I have my insecurities.
I try to get rid of them but they're like my inner demons, always hitting me every chance they get.
I'm sorry I get jealous most of the time.  The thing is that, I'm afraid.
Afraid that someone's making you happier than I do.
It's stupid I know, that's just the way my insecurities made me to think.

Maybe you're not the one for me,
maybe there's someone better,
I don't know and I don't care.
All I want is you because whenever you're here, I fall asleep in seconds, you make feel comfortable.
Like you're my home.

Comments

  1. Samod writesFebruary 5, 2020 at 11:47 PM

    Everything is well 🙂🙂

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  2. UnknownFebruary 6, 2020 at 11:40 AM

    I like it ,we are never enough either for one reason or the other.But we are perfect in the eyes of a person

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  3. Zao_latFebruary 7, 2020 at 9:35 AM

    Ife!!!!
    but you told me you don't have a girlfriend🤨🤨🤨
    Ndo ooo
    Nice though👍

    ReplyDelete
  4. Samod writesFebruary 8, 2020 at 2:29 AM

    Next time just commit suicide 🌚🌚🌚

    ReplyDelete

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