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Epiphanies

I guess it took me a while to realize that monsters don't live under my bed. They live in my mind, screaming at and scratching on the happy thoughts I have left. It took me a while to realize that love isn't easy and easy love isn't real. I took me to listen to a song for 3 minutes 21 seconds to remember so much. Love is an ocean that I swam in with the wrong person and I drowned. Let's put breakups aside for a moment yeah?  You ever been more than friends with a person? Like you're passed the point where you care so much about them.  Too much infact. Then they just leave, disappear. Gone with no reason whatsoever.  Stuffs like that changes you, painfully. After all the painful, anxious, the good and the extremely terrifying days that I've gone through. Nah, scratch that,  I'm still walking down the excruciating path but I'll get there, eventually, hopefully. I've come to realize somethings, An epiphany if you will. Realized that falling in lov...