Confessions
I'm supposed to be someone who's so strong that even the demons would fear yeah? But what if I actually like those demons What if I actually like their company, the feeling that someone is actually with me. Sounds sad and down bad horrifying I know but it is what it is. This isn't a suicide note, it's more of a therapy session. A confession if you will. So the drugs have helped I guess. It sounds self-destructive I know, But the thing is that my life has been moving too fast, way too fast. The drugs slowed everything down, and then, for an hour, Everything becomes quiet. It all just goes down, and there's this mellow feeling. For an hour, you feel like you can lose control and not give a crap about anything. For an hour, it feels like you're free. The liquor has also helped in a way too. Helped drown my thoughts. Then they start floating again. I really feel guilty actually. I feel guilty because my parents see me as this strong, happy child of thei...