Midnight conversations
Why am I so stressed and tired? I don't know.. Maybe it's because at 4am, I'm alone. Maybe because this world is so freaking cruel. Maybe it's just because I feel tired of everything. Why am I sad? I'm not to be honest. I'm just empty. I feel numb. It feels like my soul hurts but I still can't feel. I can feel but I can't. Why am I so angry? The truth is I've felt sad for a so long it has turned into anger. What's wrong? A lot of things. Sometimes I lose track. I feel like there's a never ending storm in my mind. The voices in my head are getting louder especially at night. I try to tell myself that I'm okay but they keep repeating that I'm not. I just haven't felt alright in a long time. Do my family and friends know about this or have they noticed? I haven't told anyone about it. I just don't want to bother anyone about how "fantastic" my life is. Heck sometimes I don't even understand how I f...