Adeife's wurld

Dear ex, If someone asks you why I left you? Then tell them; He was insanely in love with me. He told me that he doesn't want any heartbreak cause he wasn't strong enough to go through the pain but he was strong enough to love me even in worst times. He cared for me more than I deserved and waited till the end of the day for my call just to end the day with my voice. He loved me even more than himself.  (I'm sure he's thinking that's where he made a mistake but who can blame him). I took him for granted and ignored all his calls because I was sure he would never leave me. His love made me powerful. His love lightened up my soul.  Everyone loved me. Many guys tried hitting on me and he became possessive. I was on cloud nine and got attracted to one of the options. The urge of love and being satisfied in a relationship wasn't enough for her. I left him for someone else. He kept crying in the end and asked for a reason. He gave me literally anything I wanted or des...

The pain you hide everyday shows itself at night. If someone could read your mind, they would be in tears. Sometimes you think to yourself, "who needs April fool's day? My whole life is a joke" You act like you don't care, But deep down it scares you. You say "sorry" a lot. Mostly because you feel like everything is your fault. You've locked yourself up in a bathroom, cried, washed your face and came back to your "wonderful" life like nothing happened. You were once a true lover... Well you still are but not as much as you used to. You used to give all your love to everyone.. Now you just distance yourself and just dream about it. The heart is now too afraid to fall in love. It sucks because, For a minute you were happy, For a minute you were getting better, For a minute you had hope, but in a minute you lost all again and now you're left to pick up the crumbs. You can't wait to live because right now, you're just surviving. You...