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How to love 101

SHE deserves better that's why you will make yourself better to deserve HER. She isn't a monster, no one is born like that but you made her a monster. KARMA says, If a man expects a woman to be the sweet angel of his life, he must first create heaven for her. Angels don't live in hell. Cheating on a girl goes deeper than people realize.  It destroys her outlook on love, her future relationships and HER peace within herself. Make her feel like she's wanted. Make her feel like the Angel she is. Right now behind her smile is a hurting but fighting heart She's trying to hold a smile everyday. Every thought is a war, Every breath is a battle. Right now she's winning,  don't change her demons against her. She's looking at you now,  her cheeks are turning red. Don't let her eyes be next tomorrow. So make sure you love her even more than you can ever say to her. Before it's too late and those 'I love yous' come with tears for her.

Midnight exertions

Have you cried for someone who didn't care about you or love you on the shoulders who did? Or have you ever been there for someone you loved chose someone over you repeatedly? But you'll still be there to offer your shoulder to cry on. Has someone ever made you feel special until you realized that he/she speaks to everyone that way? All you crave is a love so deep the ocean will be jealous. You're so tired and broken to the extent that you can take another disappointment from a person you cherish so much. Do you ever feel guilty when you talk about your feelings and immediately you regret saying anything because you feel so annoying and pathetic? You ever wished you were what he or she wanted? Have you ever remembered how happy you once were? Which is probably the most saddest thing that you can do. You ever done things that should have never done because you want to forget someone? Have you ever been wide awake at 4am? Your heart is hurting and your mind is a freaking mess...

Pain

Have you ever given someone a motivational speech while you're hurting inside? Have you ever missed someone so badly your emotions turned into tears and rolled down your cheeks?  You ever just listen to music and all of a sudden the lyrics line up with the pain you're going through now?  Have you ever walked to your house and start having a breakdown before you enter your home? You lay on the floor there crying your eyes out for hours, wanting to do something to distract you from the pain but not having the energy to get up.  You think that you can relate to pain? You think you've experienced pain?  Na you've not experienced a quarter of it if you haven't looked yourself in the mirror, dark circles under your eyes and you find yourself holding back tears, begging yourself to hold on a little longer.  You think that you have a problem because it was so easy for them to get over you. Have you ever been dumped by your partner, you're awake at 2am wondering why he/s...