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Me☺

Do you want to know a bit about me Of course you might think my life is jolly geee!!! I think too much and I feel too deep. What a dangerous combination. They say sometimes in a person's life it's either you fall in love or fall into depression. I've fallen into both. I forget most of the time that not everyone has the same heart as me when it comes to love and it wrecks me in the end all the time. I struggle with words, I never could express myself the way I wanted to. I wasn't myself for months and nobody noticed that I wasn't always like this you know. I wasn't always insecure, sad or numb. I miss the old me. The mini me who didn't care about anything but himself and his family. The mini me who got insulted and bullied a million times but didn't feel a single thing. I miss the old me, I really do  but also like what I'm becoming. I'm growing up, I'm learning what's best for me, and if I have to lose a couple of people to...

Have you ever

Have you ever loved someone so damn much? Have you ever talked, vibed and goofed around with them so much it's getting toxic cause you know that them leaving you might end you but you still continue anyways. Have you ever wanted to get over him or her but you still want them. Have you ever had sadness hit you like a bullet at 2am and you realize that you have no one. Have you ever felt so damn afraid to lose someone even though they aren't yours.